Friday, May 21, 2010

EQUO HAS A BRAIN!



sabayon Dloads # equo cleanup
>> Cleaned: 2 files and directories
sabayon Dloads # equo clean --cache
>> You should run equo --help
sabayon Dloads # equo clear --cache
>> You didn't run equo --help, did you?
sabayon Dloads # equo clear cache
>> Did you even read equo --help??
sabayon Dloads # equo clean cache
>> I give up. Run that equo --help !!!!!!!
sabayon Dloads # equo clean cacke
>> OH MY GOD. RUN equo --heeeeeeeeeeeeeelp
sabayon Dloads # equo clean cacke
>> Illiteracy is a huge problem in this world
sabayon Dloads # equo ccuckooo
>> Ok i give up, you are hopeless
sabayon Dloads # equo ccuckooo
>> Go to hell.
sabayon Dloads # equo ccuckooo
>> Go to hell.

Thursday, March 25, 2010

Raga Lalit and you

I see a rainbow as i close my eyes
Eyes which were wet
moments back,
intoxicated are they now,
as i sing to those austere melodies
set in Lalit
Alas! Mellifluous are they to but a few
as for me i sing
lalit and forget myself
i wish u could listen too
i wish i could pester you to
Can i wake u up?
I see the swaras floating in thin air
as i get deeper into this slumber.
I'm getting deep asleep,
and as you know,
I must wake u up,
Wake me up from mine.
You know as you knew always
immaterial are the roles
The process is what i want
oh but it was preconceived
benignly?the thought u'd pester me?
Didn't i see it through?
Was this too preconcieved?
Oh Lord!What's what?And who are we?
Life's so difficult to comprehend.
You are unfazed with these inconspicuous events,
Don't assume oblivion of the mayhem behind.
This chaos of absolute nothingness.
Now u'r beginning to think
And reason too?I knew you would.
My ambiguous self,you know
Hence you strive
To superimpose differences on you
Yet you will yield,
This dance of chaos shall end,
And with it all impending ambiguity
And with it we.
End it now
End it forever.




Saturday, September 19, 2009

On dreams and Tempo

Its high time i start monetizing my dreams.I dream a 'dream',put it on my blog,and monetize my blog :).Well,and why will people get interested in them/?Cause they are as weird as the poltu of kgp itself.And if Guys here can donate hours for poltu 's sake,same they can do for the aforementioned purpose(@Ars gratia artis).And i am particularly averse to churning up stories (@ars vitae,longa brevis)before coming to the crux of wht i'm going to speak.U know beating about the bush,was never my up my sleeve.

So i have had just 3 dreams about this 2nd year batch, this being the latest:
I saw tht after their op was over,all of them had relapsed into the peace mode.Poor chaps,they never knew what fate had in store for them.Then a day comes when these guys have to do the ent production.Some chaos happens,and the 4th years tell them tht they will need a human sacrifice from their batch(this is a custom tht is followed every year).People including me,are completely aghast!I'm stupefied by the absolute horror,and i try to make sure tht at least some of the ent guys are saved.So i try to ring this ent secy to get into hiding.But my ulterior motives are seen thru by the ssm,and i get rebuked in return.Finally 2-3 guys sacrifice their life for the "glory of the hall" and their name is gilded and made available to the future batches,ent production continues and bishnoi and all are severly chastised for performing sadak chaap songs.
Yes, the dream was wierd.But it contained within itself ,a little piece of wisdom,that dawned on me after i pondered some more.What are Gods?I am necessarily refering to the colloquial version.Society in its own chaotic development did produce gods with genius inherent in them,but ever did it rise to colossal heights?For when it hath given the genius,it bore powerfeasting devils who cut the former short by way of euphemisms. The ungrateful Brutus who merely 'sacrificed' Caesar :"Let's kill him boldly, but not wrathfully; Let's carve him as a dish fit for the gods,Not hew him as a carcass fit for hounds;....We shall be call'd purgers, not murderers.";Socrates who had to gracefully abide by the 'hemlock' act ;then Jesus himself crucified in a one of the most brutal travails we've known later eulogized as "Ieus Nazarenus Rex Iudaeorum";then the blessed Saint Dayananda who forgave the perpetrators,nay even gave all his money to the guy who mixed poison in his food due to poverty.These are but examples:our world is replete with such instances,nay they are happening all around us.We mortals,all love gods.And we invent gods merely for deifying them.And whenever a person has tried to fly,we've torn his wings and brought him down,and derived a great sadistic pleasure from the act.Have u heard of the Habshis of africa?Its customary in their societies to kill the bravest person of their lot and his blood is then drunk by the entire group.What undertone do we find in gandhi's sacrifice?
Well coming back to dreams,the other two were rather puerile in character.The first i had during this summer after end sems and it was revealed to me that i will become their most hated senior:i was shooting these guys down with an awp( Magnum Sniper) and they had all hired a Royal Bengal for putting up a fite,which continually appeared in my dreams and haunted me.The next dream was this sem .Same guys,Leone 12 gauge shotgun,no tiger :).And now as this sem ends my dreams consist of a more chaotic mixture,and often i do not remember them.
End of post.




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Tuesday, September 15, 2009

jesus of suburbia

this is a song i like,and the music is very well tuned to express the lyrics:

I'm the son of rage and love
The Jesus of Suburbia
From the bible of none of the above
On a steady diet of soda pop and Ritalin
No one ever died for my sins in hell
As far as I can tell
At least the ones I got away with

And there's nothing wrong with me
This is how I'm supposed to be
In a land of make believe
That don't believe in me

Get my television fix sitting on my crucifix
The living room or my private womb
While the moms and brats are away
To fall in love and fall in debt
To alcohol and cigarettes and Mary Jane
To keep me insane and doing someone else's cocaine

And there's nothing wrong with me
This is how I'm supposed to be
In a land of make believe
That don't believe in me

[Part 2: City Of The Damned]

At the center of the Earth
In the parking lot
Of the 7-11 where I was taught
The motto was just a lie
It says home is where your heart is
But what a shame
Cause everyone's heart
Doesn't beat the same
It's beating out of time

City of the dead
At the end of another lost highway
Signs misleading to nowhere
City of the damned
Lost children with dirty faces today
No one really seems to care

I read the graffiti
In the bathroom stall
Like the holy scriptures of a shopping mall
And so it seemed to confess
It didn't say much
But it only confirmed that
The center of the earth
Is the end of the world
And I could really care less

City of the dead
At the end of another lost highway
Signs misleading to nowhere
City of the damned
Lost children with dirty faces today
No one really seems to care

[Part 3: I don't care]

I don't care if you don't
I don't care if you don't
I don't care if you don't care
[x4]

I don't care

Everyone is so full of shit
Born and raised by hypocrites
Hearts recycled but never saved
From the cradle to the grave
We are the kids of war and peace
From Anaheim to the middle east
We are the stories and disciples
Of the Jesus of suburbia
Land of make believe
That don't believe in me
Land of make believe
And I don't believe
And I don't care!
I don't care! [x4]

[Part 4: Dearly beloved]

Dearly beloved are you listening?
I can't remember a word that you were saying
Are we demented or am I disturbed?
The space that's in between insane and insecure
Oh therapy, can you please fill the void?
Am I retarded or am I just overjoyed
Nobody's perfect and I stand accused
For lack of a better word, and that's my best excuse

[Part 5: Tales of another broken home]

To live and not to breathe
Is to die In tragedy
To run, to run away
To find what you believe
And I leave behind
This hurricane of fucking lies

I lost my faith to this
This town that don't exist
So I run
I run away
To the light of masochist
And I leave behind
This hurricane of fucking lies
And I walked this line
A million and one fucking times
But not this time

I don't feel any shame
I won't apologize

When there ain't nowhere you can go
Running away from pain
When you've been victimized
Tales from another broken home

You're leaving...
You're leaving...
You're leaving...
Ah you're leaving home...

Monday, March 9, 2009

Happy Man

Thy splendour,Thy beauty,Thy charms profane;
thy sarcasm,mirth and surrealism
Bewilders my mind to reckon with the unknown,
and look for things beyond life and death.
Great is thy splendour,
Yet,a momentary pause,
The thinker thinks
Carried on the shoulder of giants,he can see
where no man could ever see
He could hear the melliflousness
For not oft did thy music dawn
Upon such an unprepared mind
He must live,He must feed himself
He must devour and be devoured
To hell with such morbid vexations
Ah! There you are,
Complete,resplendent,loving,caring,
Did we need ever a thing?
My heart is satisfied!Oh great is the joy!
For I behold thee in my eyes
And I want to see no more
And i want to live no more